Happy Holidays, You Might Have Cancer

It was the day before Thanksgiving. The menu was planned, the shopping done. I planned on baking pies and chopping vegetables once I got home. Only a few patients to see that day, one a new patient. Usually my NP doesn’t see new patients, as initial evaluation is left to the physician.

She was flustered about seeing this patient she’s never met. Rushing into clinic to see the NP usually means something is urgent. This particular patient was highly symptomatic following a procedure by another provider. Unable to provide an explanation for her sudden shortness of breath, that provider referred her to our clinic.

The sudden onset and change in her symptoms frightened the patient and her husband. A young woman who enjoyed exercising was panting after walking less than 10 feet. Looking over the results from labwork, procedures, and imaging didn’t reveal a clear picture. She looked at us, pleading for answers with big, round eyes. She held her hand tight as her husband helped answer questions so she could catch her breath.

Imaging showed an abnormality, not explained by the most common diagnosis. The suspicion arose for cancer, though more testing would be needed. By the way her face fell, she had obviously not considered such a disastrous possibility. Her procedure was supposed to be simple and easy. From a cardiac perspective, it had been successful. Now she and her healthcare providers were forced to contemplate more malignant causes.

Despite working in a medical clinic, I’m not accustomed to seeing my patients die. We primarily see patients with atrial fibrillation, a treatable and manageable disease not likely to be the sole cause of death. The interventional team has to worry about death from heart attacks, while the heart failure team deals with high risk transplant candidates or LVAD patients. Cancer is usually handled by outside physicians specializing in other bodily systems and/or oncologists.

Right before the holidays, even the most remote possibility of cancer seemed devastating. It was difficult to hold myself together for the patient’s sake.

One of the research physicians suggested that I begin hospice volunteering. Despite all my research and reading book after book about death, I have little experience with confronting the ultimate partner to medicine. Perhaps it’s best I heed his advice.

AHA 2018 Poster Presentation

I have finally returned from my adventures in Chicago! This past Sunday I presented my very first research poster at the 2018 American Heart Association Scientific Sessions. Despite some hiccups in obtaining data, I stood in front of my poster during my designated presentation time – one of the only pre-meds presenting. Though the AHA is primarily focused on interventional cardiology (rather than the specialty I work in), I had some interesting questions and feel like I held my own.

The three day session has a huge variety of events. Admission includes large lectures and sessions by the world’s leading cardiologists, discussions of new and future research, presentations on current research, small session tips on networking and career choices, demonstrations of new technology and medications, as well as outside events.

After waiting for about an hour to get my badge, I headed to a “Main Event” lecture entitled “Hey Doc, My Watch Says I Have AF, What Now?”. I was surprised that I was able to understand the information being presented. I was disappointed that only one lecture pertained to EKG monitoring with the Apple Watch and similar devices. I stayed for the majority of the 2 hour lectures. Using the AHA Conference App, I participated in polls and asked questions. I appreciated how smooth it was, though many presenters did not have time to answer more than one question.

I explored the Science and Technology Hall, where reps from pharmaceutical and medical device companies showed off their new toys. I watched an automatic device deliver chest compressions, played an iPhone game where I could stent patients, and scanned over research and textbooks for sale. There’s an EKG learning program that I’m very interested in purchasing, but didn’t want to buy anything until I talked to my attending.

I didn’t spend all day at the conference, especially because Boyfriend came with me. I didn’t want to bore him any longer. We came back the next morning for my presentation. Thousands of posters are presented each day. I stood next to residents, fellows, and foreign doctors. We asked each other questions more than anything else and chatted about the conference. Many doctors I spoke to were not familiar with catheter ablation of A fib, so I felt more like an “expert.”

Here are some tips if you’re going to your first research conference for a poster presentation!

1) Buy your ticket early.

It’s quite expensive for non-members to attend events like these. However, students are usually offered a lower price. In addition, buying tickets earlier can mean cheaper prices.

2) Use your hospital and/or school’s printing services.

I paid $115 to have AHA print and deliver my poster to the conference. I was unaware that my hospital had a library with a printing service. I could have easily had them print it for free, then hand-carry it to the conference. Next year I’ll know to save me some money.

3) Consider where you’ll stay.

Conferences like these usually make deals with local hotels. Don’t be fooled, the hotels are still horrendously expensive! Fortunately, my hotel was paid for by my very generous attending physician. Others may not be so lucky. The main convenience with staying at an AHA hotel is that the buses at the hotel can take you directly to the conference. You are not required to stay at one of those hotels.

Let me know if you have any questions about my experience or my research!

American Heart Association Scientific Sessions

I’ll be in Chicago this weekend for the AHA Scientific Sessions. You can contact me on Instagram at futuredoctorfoodie. If you’ll be in attendance, I’ll be presenting my research on a poster on Sunday around 10:30 AM!

For those of you who are unable to attend, I’ll be posting about it once I get back!

The Dreaded MCAT

The MCAT is the standardized test required for entrance to medical school. After major revisions a few years back, the test is now an anxiety-inducing 8 hour trial, testing the major sciences, psychology/sociology, and reading comprehension. Pre-meds dread this test. If your score is “too low” you might start to worry about your “stats”.

I’ve never struggled with standardized tests, but after a recent experience I’m starting to understand their concern. The other day I signed up for the free Next Step MCAT bundle, which provides diagnostic testing. (Prior to diagnostic testing, I recommend you do your research about the test, your learning style, and the resources available). Without doing much studying, I scored a 493.

I should definitely mention that I haven’t actually started studying for the MCAT. I took the diagnostic exam without a proper review. This is definitely not going to be close to my score once I actually start studying. I wanted to know which subjects to focus on. My CARS is quite strong. My psych/sociology needs a bit of review, but I’m comfortable with that area as well. Unfortunately, my biological and chemical systems section scores were dismal.

My concern is that I need to spend more time preparing for the exam than I expected. I was going to start my study plan in January 2019 for my May 2019 test date. Considering I got an email from the Next Step team warning me about my score… it looks like I’ll need to move up the time table. Right now I’m starting with the backlog of MCAT practice questions in my email. Hopefully I’ll be able to find more specific areas within the sciences to focus on. Then I’ll start the Khan Academy videos and prep books. Ultimately I intend on a Next Step prep class. What I need is a schedule. Does anyone have any study schedule recommendations?